It's been probably months since I last blogged. Ever since I received my CMFS results, I'd say nothing has been going smoothly. Not nothing, but most of the things. Just when I thought I'd pass my exams and get promoted to diploma, I failed both main and supplementary papers and there goes my contract with SIM. Terminated. Time to look for new school.

One issue after another. Some friendship problems which I don't think it'll be good to be said here. At least everything is settled...for now. This is a lesson I learnt. Tongues wag. I can't control anyone's mouth, it's their freedom of speech. We may not be close, but I do treasure all friendships. It's a pity things ended up this way, but I believe everything happens for a reason. I am glad some of you stayed.

Flora: as many times as we have said this, Im still gonna say. I can't believe we are so close. I'm glad we started to be good friends from the Jakarta trip. All the secrets we have! Then Aiya, lots of things to be mentioned!!!! Next time. I'll do a proper post about you. I'm thankful to have you as my best friend, someone who is always there to pull me through the hard times (you know what are those). Thankful that recently you've to do an extra work of putting your dogs in the kitchen before I enter your house because mimi scares me. Just, thankful for everything you have done. (I'm craving for your fail cupcakes)

Those mornings when I'm greeted with bad news, I am thankful I have people to talk to. I am thankful whenever I am feeling down/troubled, they are there to listen and give advices. so for the past 3 months, I am really thankful for certain things.

These 3 months... I have never felt this contented, happy and blessed. It may not be the right time to say why do I feel this way, but I am sure some of my friends do know the reason. Things may not be what I want it to be at times, I have learnt to live with it and pull myself through. I am glad that after August, I have decided to Change for the better. When I have kicked the habit of talking rudely to my mum, it's time for another better change. I have been thinking how and what should I change myself in order to be a better person. As much as I want to seek perfection..I know I can't. Nobody's perfect - its true. I can't be perfect, but I will keep trying and changing until I am happy with myself. Or maybe until someone tells me it's enough.