Patience?

Mdm Denise: Which course do you want to go to after O's?
Me: Early childhood.
Mdm Denise: Oh good course but, do you have patience?

Yupp, patience. Do I have it? I'm lying if I say yes, but I'm also lying if I say no. Do I really have patience with those kids? I guess I really have to do lots of thinkings and considerations before I decide on what I want to do/study. My to-do-list is getting longer and longer.

I want to teach art, please. Of course, lower secondary students and younger. Wait, what do I exactly want? To be honest, I'm confused. I'm willing to take up any decent and proper job as long as the pay is reasonable. I don't want my parents to work so hard. I want the fucking bitch to know that not only her sons are clever/whatever positive/good. I want to show her that just myself, is better than both her sons.