I'm sorry if I can't be who you want me to be.

What is it that you want? I passed my N levels, I'm also unsure if you're really happy about it. How can I not be angry when all you do is just to scold and scold and scold? You just didn't know how much effort I really put in. I don't see a need to report to you how much I'm struggling in school and tuition just to memorize those important things. Never mind. Maybe it was already my fault ever since primary3 for not being the top in class and school. You were never really happy when I tell you how happy I was when I got my report book, knowing that I got top 5 in class and that I've improved. You're just happy for less than a week or so. After that, you'd surely compare me with others. I really really hate people comparing me with those top students. That feeling really sucks big time..