Puffy eyes.

Duaku came over to canteen in the afternoon to fetch Mummy. We were all talking and joking until he came and said berzehgong passed away.. This heart-breaking news really made all of us just " O_O ". It's really very sudden. Just hours ago, hospital called and said "Think really cannot already". Just about a month or so, all I heard was him falling sick and found out that he had cancer. And today, passed away.. I held back my tears lots of time. The moment they talk about him/that issue, I really wanna :'(. So, Mummy left halfway and we continued. Quickly close stall and rushed home to shower and prepare for it. Mummy called and said that his body will be sent for burning @ 6pm, got to reach there by 4.45pm. Sis, Dad & I reached home, quickly bathe and went down to Mandai. Reached early and saw Ah Tud Uncle. @around 4.45pm Mummy and Duaku reached and we went over to the hall.. When we're in the hall, and the monk chanting, my tears started to roll down my cheeks :-( After praying and chanting, head to the viewing hall... It was the most painful moment for all of us. Ughhh, don't wanna elaborate further. It's really....very sad whenever I think of it. Bye, I'm going to collect the bones ashes (?) tomorrow with them.