Kinda disappointed. What you said last time does not count at all.. Although you said it's all right, but deep inside I know you mind.


I got to know my SS SBQ (Source-based Question) marks today, 12/25.
Mum's indirectly saying it's not a good job. But afterall, I know I did a good job because I improved from zero/single digit to a mark that's reaching the passing mark. She said "Half mark means alot." I thought, all the while what she really wanted most was improvement but no..she wanted results. I thought, she told me it's okay if I fail because I tried my best.. I know I scribbled through, I don't know what I'm writting, but I could still get 12/25, isn't it good enough?
I never wanted to disappoint you, but it seems like your expectations are just way too high. If I don't improve, can I even reach your expectations?

If I disappoint you this time again, I'm sorry.