I've been running away for so long. I try to put on a face and cover my heart. But I'm needing it now, so bad. I don't know how I feel. Maybe I'm mad or maybe I'm proud. Can't find the truth, can't speak my mind. Don't know what I'll say, I'm just thinking out loud. No I can't explain what's happened to me. I feel like I'm wring and wrong. Inside everything's upside down, spinning around and it's freaking me out. If only for a day I could be free, I bet you'd feel the same. If you were me, I'm gonna spit it out and just let go.
Alone in this house again tonight. I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine. There are pictures of you and me on the walls around me. The way that it was and could have been surrounds me. I'll never get over you walking away. I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show and I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control, but I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain. To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes. Would it help if I turned a sad song on? It would sure hit me hard now that you're gone, or maybe unfould some yellow lost love letters. It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better, but I'll never get over you by hiding this way..
From: Thinking out loud & Tonight I wanna cry.
With a lil of edits by me. Very lil only (:
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