I miss you

I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go

I just can't believe you're gone. Still waiting for morning to come, wanna see if the sun will rise even without you by my side. When we had so much in store, tell me what is it I'm reaching for. When we're through building memories, I'll hold yesterday in my heart. They can take tomorrow and the plans we made; the music that we'll never play. Just take it away, but not yesterday. They can take the future that we'll never know; the places that we said we'll go. You always used to say, I should be thankful for everyday. Heaven knows what the future holds, or least how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now). I know I'll see you again I'm sure, it's not selfish to ask for more. One more night one more day, one more smile on your face. I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny). Because in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong. Now I can believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made. I'm looking back on yesterday..

Tell me why it's so hard to forget you.
I can't seem to face the truth.