Cuz we lost it all...

Hi earthlings. I'm not gonna blog about today :)
But I'd say today's a cool day for me. Cuz I laughed throughout the day.
With my girlfriends around me, I never failed to smile/laugh.
Nurul and Vondra made my day in class, just by making me smile/laugh.
Janelle, Wanlin, Clara, Charis, Sean & Kean An (although they're not girls) made me laughed like crazy after school.
(Err, Sean only like made me laugh today? Cuz we rarely talk. Yeah :\)
I love you, my 6 girlfriends for making me laugh.
And also, with you guys around I will not fall into depression! Hahaha.
Listened to this song, and I almost teared..
Maybe it's sad enough for me :D

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Edited by me :) As in, I cut away many parts.

Yesyes, you could say I feel sad now or whatsoever.
I don't care :)
Only I know my feelings well.
Alright, I'm going to do something now.
Bye loves.


In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life.